Now is the winter of our discontent
Made glorious summer by this sun of York
Words that play
On the cassette player of my childhood memories. Chilly
Autumn evenings waiting
In the mini-van
For my dad to pick up the pizza. Me, my brother,
And my mom, before cell phones detached us all from each other
And we wanted a way to pass the time by flying
Back to England in our minds
Through my mother’s lips
A soliloquy she memorized when she was a child
Like her own two now sitting, waiting
To hear her speech
In the mini-van backseat
It seems that summers were always glorious
And winters full of discontent
Discontent
With the hard earth
Unyielding and unforgiving, that eases
Into something pliable come spring
With spring,
There was and is life
The fresh air filled with the scent of compassion.
Warmth
That bakes love in the loaves of community
Like bread that is broken for something holy
If you were to bite
Into the tiny flower buds,
The sharpness
Would taste of stinging newness, bitter
And bright. The winter’s
Discontent in turn turned bright and bitter
Spring
Reveals unfurling blood on the leaves
Last summer’s lynching
Lays dormant until the seasons’ change
The earth, the dirt,
Holds all things life
And all things death. Toxic
Industrial poison and
The unjustly shedding of bodily fluids
It all comes bubbling up in the
Spring,
Then baked like bread in the summer’s rays,
Hidden by leaves come fall,
And then
When winter rolls back around
There is discontent
In justice still not being won.
The death always comes with rebirth,
Just as the winter comes back to spring.
With it,
Another chance
For creation and the bodies
Of marginalized folks to find
Liberation
In the ashes of all that came before
Winters
Of discontent
Always made once again back into glorious summers
Then back again, then,
Sometimes,
Into glorious winters and summers of discontent
And yet,
The seasons of the years and of lives and deaths
Will forever change us as we continuously grow
Towards
An endless, unending season
Of radical love,
Of justice,
Of truth,
And peace.
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